Second time and Second time

So long so lnong didnt post anythg here. Should be life is good n smooth. But this month so many thg is happen for the second time. Such as work and also love. Been resign for two time and been broken feeling toward same guy for two time. wat happen with me? Don't like my job i can resign...But how bout relationship? Sometime reli don't like my heart.once step into it and its so hard to get out... This month rel is a BAD month for me.Make i feel v v tired with my life.