My brown got new friend,name blacky

22.07.2009- Today my neighbour puppy,blacky come to my house. At first i tot blacky just want play with brown but two of them like not so "ngam". They always want to quarrel and blacky keep take brown toys to play n go inside his cage too. The worst is when i give brown dinner,blacky also join :( and eat brown food.Brown v fierce too...Bite blacky cos don wan share with blacky..If blacky always come to my house n take brown food sure somethg will happen again...worry worry.......Hopefully nothing is happen!!!

My family, My love

My family....No matter wat feeling i'm, my family always stand by my side to help and encourage me. And yet i always make them worry about me.When i want a smile, they will owes make a joke to me. When i want to cry, they always close and talk to me. When i wan to be alone, they won disturb me. When i want go to travelling, they will go with me. When i short $$ :P, they will give me. When we quarrel, tomorrow we will forget everythg. This is call FAMILY!!! I LOVE YOU ALL

BaD dAy...FeEl SpEeChLeSs NoW

15.07.09 3.27pm - What day is today? why so BLACK?? why everything not smooth at all. Work give me a lot of problem and i feel very unhappy and yet nobody i can talk with. I try to make it better and good but i cant i cant. No matter wat i do,wat i done, i owes is a losser. Road is mine,i have to change. Im not smart enough so im not suitable at here?

SAD for what i have done this morning!!!

15.07.2009 - Every morning jus feel v tired with this kind of lifestyle. This morning i feel so sad :( cos i wake up late and BB not good boy. When i go out, he keep wan play with me but im late already. I scold him and try to hit him. He feel sad and angry den he hide behind my car and BARK at me. My heart feel pain when i see him like tt but he don wan to listen wat i say. Tonight need to go pet shop and try to get socks for him. So that he can go inside my house :) Hope mama allow and don angry :P

2nd dose for my B!!!

13.07.2009-This evening i bring him to clinic for injection and consider is the first time he go out from his house. He look steady and enjoy BUT BUT....actually he's not. He vomit inside de car, i didn't know till we reach clinic den only i realise he is vomit and he his body keep shaking. :( He very good boy when den doctor giv him injection. Worry he will fever after that.

14.07.2009-This morning he wake up at 6.10am again. Keep bark, bark, bark outside my house. Know that he's fine can run here n there :)

what's friend???

anyone can tell me wat's friend?? I cant find any true friend in my life. I feel myself is a failure. I try to treat YOU as a friend but YOU never understand n care my feeling. I din say out doesnt mean tt i Not angry or mind wat u have done to me. But i jus can keep silence to zip my mouth so less pro wil happen :( nobody will truly and honest with you only me myself.

HE??

Confuse...I just can accept im single now. And i never thk of wan to involve in relation at the moment yet. Why everytime when i wan to enjoy my single life then HE will appeare. What can i say is,"i just can be your friend at the moment." izzit this is a good way to tell HIM? SIGH!!!!!!! but i feel tat he like don't understand wat i wan now!!!!

Vacation???

Go vacation again? Singapore again? Feel wan to go but $$ problem again. When only i can go travelling not using my own money :P August, December or February 2010??

first day......

hehe....today is my first day and also first time got my own blog. My big sister ah chris need to be my teacher teach me how to use tis kind of thing liao :P